I find it very ironic that doctors give those that are most prone to suicide attempts medication that can be potentially lethal at the drop of a hat; it's a little frustrating to be honest.
I guess you could say that someone dear to me tried to take her life just the other day. I haven't had a lot of sleep since then and as a result, deemed myself unable to cope with the everyday stress of a school environment. This happened two Sunday's ago, and today, Tuesday week, I've still not attended a day of school since, tomorrow will be my first. The worst part about it is that I tried to make her life one worth living, which I thought wasn't too impossible. I don't know, maybe it is... I can confidently say that -- Assumuming she gives it time---------
*Sigh* Who am I kidding?
There is no point; maybe nobody ever does find the one, hm? *Letting out a heavy breath of recollection* I don't know, I guess I'll just have to hold on and hope for the best; it's what I've been doing my whole life.
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Try as we might, we have little control over our surroundings. In the end, it exerts an inescapable hold on us.
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